I secretly want people to worry about me. A few months ago, I faked passing out and got taken to the hospital in an ambulance. It was all for attention, and I got a lot of attention. But now I feel horrible. I just want to rewind my life and get rid of that part. I put my boyfriend through a near heart-attack when I didn’t ‘wake up’ while I was at his dorm. He said there was a point when he thought I wasn’t breathing and had died. I feel so terrible. Why do I do things like that?? I’m a horrible person!