I love my boyfriend. <3

I actually don’t even have one, but I have to pretend in order to keep myself sane. I can’t take being single for much longer. Especially when the guy I want has a girlfriend. We used to talk and now he’s been ignoring me. …Well not ignoring me, but drifting. It sucks. ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO TALK TO ME. THAT IS ALL. I. WANT. I would trade away all of my Christmas presents to have you instead. You mean more to me than clothes and Uggs and material things. Why did I have to fall for your sweet charm and good looks? Please God, I just prayed to you out loud, but I figure it’s more legitimate if I type it, so please PLEASE let him talk to me soon. I like him so much. Things with him and his girlfriend don’t seem well. She treats him like a little puppy dog. I’d treat him so much better… But for now, all I want is to talk to you. Just talk to me, I beg.