I’ve fallen in love. I’m so scared. So scared. I’m so happy. She’s so beautiful. So intelligent.

I will make her mine and keep her forever. I think I already have.

The first time we ever met, she came over, and randomly decided to go to Meijers to buy ice cream. She forgot a spoon, but for some reason had a Taco Bell spork with her. We used that to eat the ice cream. It was so out there, it was what I would have been doing if I was the one driving, it’s like she read my mind.

She came over again a few days later, and we watched Invasion Of The Body Snatchers, from 1971 or something. Sparks flew. We’re both exactly what we’ve been looking for. She’s opened up to me, and revealed to me that she’s secretly a huge nerd (I knew this already as she’s going to school to be a doctor, but regardless) and reads National Geographic and The Smithsonian and all these great books. It’s so adorable.

I had to wait 2 weeks to see her next, and during this long wait, I don’t think we went longer than 3 hours without texting each other, aside from sleep. I fucking hate texting, what’s wrong with me? I enjoy it so much. I also bought her a titanium spork from thinkgeek, to replace all her plastic ones. I gave it to her tonight before we saw The Crazies. After the movie, we went back to my house and laid around and talked, I think she almost told me she loved me.