I have always wondered what it would be like to take someones life, to watch the ‘light extinguish from their eyes’ as it is often described. The sense of power that it would give me is very attractive and as such I have plotted murder in my head, but have never carried it out. It is a part of me that is very secretive and that I am afarid of as the pull is getting stronger. I don’t really want to kill anyone, I just want to experience the feelings associated with the act.