I hate being alone. I hate it so much it hurts. when i go out with my firends im always the third wheel or 5th wheel.
I get this burning pain my my chest when im with them.
they always tell me, “don’t worry, you’ll find someone”
But everyone im friends with is paired up an when they do break up they automaticly get paired with someone else because the others feel sorry for him/her.
It’s not fair. why don’t they try and help me? thye help each other all the time. when it comes to stuff like that. but when i need it, i get nothing.
The thing is i always help them out, no matter what it is.
i’d do anythign for them because they are my “firends”. but at the same time i feel like im useless.
I can’t take it anymore. its hurting again just typing this.
….it hurts.