It kinda pisses me off that you’re both still friends with her.
Then again, you don’t know the half of what she did.

She used me as a party gimmick.
Kissed me to wow the crowds and turn on her boyfriend.

And when I actually wanted it?
Honest to god wanted her?
And she knew it?

She laughed at me.

:/

I dunno, but BEST friends aren’t supposed to do that to one another.
I went through weeks of being cast aside by her for her prettier friends only to have her try it again.
I spent fucking MONTHS feeling like nobody wanted anything to do with me.
I WAS FUCKING DEPRESSED.

And then she comes back, presses her mouth against mine and tries to stick her tongue in?
No.
That’s not on.
 :/

I got pissed off.
I bit back.

It was shit timing, I knew her relative was sick and in hospital but I did it anyway.
My grandmother was sick and in hospital too.
I knew everything taht she going through and yet I was the one locked out in the end.

I hated her.
So much.
I wanted to die.

Does that matter to any of you?
Do either of you even care?