Group Hug

I’m having a sexual relationship with my young brothers wife. I know it’s wrong but I carn’t stop. I think she is pregant with my kid. I don’t know what to do.

I dont come here anymore I fancy the real world. Fuck this.

It kinda pisses me off that you’re both still friends with her.
Then again, you don’t know the half of what she did.

She used me as a party gimmick.
Kissed me to wow the crowds and turn on her boyfriend.

And when I actually wanted it?
Honest to god wanted her?
And she knew it?

She laughed at me.

:/

I dunno, but BEST friends aren’t supposed to do that to one another.
I went through weeks of being cast aside by her for her prettier friends only to have her try it again.
I spent fucking MONTHS feeling like nobody wanted anything to do with me.
I WAS FUCKING DEPRESSED.

And then she comes back, presses her mouth against mine and tries to stick her tongue in?
No.
That’s not on.
 :/

I got pissed off.
I bit back.

It was shit timing, I knew her relative was sick and in hospital but I did it anyway.
My grandmother was sick and in hospital too.
I knew everything taht she going through and yet I was the one locked out in the end.

I hated her.
So much.
I wanted to die.

Does that matter to any of you?
Do either of you even care?

have a great relationship,
even though we both know that I should be the one who’s in it with you.

This will plague your mind all throughout the relationship, might as well end it now. :/

Why do we even bother?
Why do /I/ even bother?

It’s not worth it anymore.
Next time I see you, I’m going to say enough is enough.

As for you, bus driver, it’s time for you to stop following me around the internet. This is the last time I’m being nice about this.

remind me why i spent so much time on my ex? because hes what? constantly making me cry. or making ME feel like a bad person. when im not. fuck him

I wonder if you’ll ever realize that I emotionally threw myself under a bus for you.

I was just wondering, why do you keep giving me all these signals? are you picking up on mine? Is it too late to tell you that I love you?

I’ve been like this for 4 years, no other girl of yours could say that.
She’s perfect for you, except that she’s not me,
I know what I’m talking about.
Cause no one else in this world understands me.
And no one understands you.
We get each other.
It drives me nuts to see her look at you and know that she really doesn’t like you.
I wish I could be your perfect girl.

I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.

Will you marry me?
Best friends share cancer.

I recently made a promise to god and I broke it. Usually when I have sinned I would apologize and confess my sin onto christ praying for forgiveness but this time is different. I’m too ashamed in myself and can literally feel God’s disappointment in me. I hate myself more than usual today I can’t bring myself to ask for god’s forgiveness because to be honest, I don’t deserve it. I’m am so sorry.