I am a 5’7” female and about 175 lbs. I have a bit of a stomach. Not enough that I’m clinically considered “obese” but I’m on the edge of being overweight. My Dad is constantly telling me to stop eating, and has actually given me pills that make me nauseous after I eat in hopes that maybe I’ll become bulimic. However, I usually end up keeping everything down, and then eating more “comfort food.”
I’ve actually tried anorexia, but I couldn’t even manage a pathetic half week before delving into food again. It makes me feel worthless.
I recently admited to my boyfriend that I want to lose weight, and he practically announced this to his family when I was over once for dinner, saying that I couldn’t have dessert. I really love him, but he’s such a dumbfuck sometimes. I wish he knew how much it hurt for him to bring up things like that.
I wish I could just get liposuction or something like that - I’m good at maintaining a weight, but I can’t seem to lose any. It really sucks.