Group Hug

when i was in secondary school i used to fantasize about gunning everyone down while they had morning assembly.i made a map to see what would be the best way of doing it.

I am too shy in bed. Most of the time I don’t even bother having sex at all because I’m so nervous about initiating something.

Talking dirty? No way. I can’t even say “Let’s have sex” without feeling extremely self conscious.

We’ve been together six months and we’ve done barely anything. There’s so much I want to try but I don’t know how to start. This problem is growing larger and I’m too much of a wimp to do anything about it. I try to talk to her and it comes out all wrong and by the end of it I’ve only said a tenth of what I wanted to say.

Why can’t I be the kind of guy who just DOES things instead of thinking endlessly about it? I’m going to lose her and it’ll be completely my own fault.

DS

I’m losing my fucking mind…maybe mental problems don’t start manifesting until early 20s?

I’m not joking…

i used to be skinny, hot and popular. i was also a horrible person and mean to everyone. so when i got pregnant i got really fat on purpose because i thought i could be a nice person if i was fat. its been over 3 years and i hate people even more than i did when i was skinny. i am now starving myself on purpose to be skinny again.

I think prostitutes who have been around the block a few times are very respectable

My friend is mad at me because I promised to see her ballet performance, but instead I went to the mall. I don’t feel bad at all, I don’t give a shit about stupid ballet. She’s mad, but I’m not going to apologize or anything, she’s going to forget about what happened in like 2 hours anyway. It’s Christmas break so I don’t have to see her for another 2 weeks. She’ll forget by then. Stupid bitch.

Sometimes I wish I was emotionally void. Life would be a lot easier.

Don’t it get difficult?
Us sitting so close.
Yet both all alone.

momma still wants you to make her an omlet