Group Hug

Im attracted to Hitler

I hate being alone. I hate it so much it hurts. when i go out with my firends im always the third wheel or 5th wheel.
I get this burning pain my my chest when im with them.
they always tell me, “don’t worry, you’ll find someone”
But everyone im friends with is paired up an when they do break up they automaticly get paired with someone else because the others feel sorry for him/her.
It’s not fair. why don’t they try and help me? thye help each other all the time. when it comes to stuff like that. but when i need it, i get nothing.
The thing is i always help them out, no matter what it is.
i’d do anythign for them because they are my “firends”. but at the same time i feel like im useless.
I can’t take it anymore. its hurting again just typing this.
….it hurts.

i have sexual feelings towards Mighy Mouse

i hate all my friends they always blow me out at the last minute and i always end up crying about it but i always end up going back to them sometimes i feel like they dont even like me i have been through alot in the past 2 years and i just need anoyone to be there for me even if they do treat me like a piece of shit!

I hate that I still have feelings for him.

I have a lover who loves me deeply, and a group of close friends who trust me. I know their secrets, they say i understand them. I smile and nod. I seem to be the perfect friend… But i dont love any of them… I try to but i cant. I dont care about anyone. And i dont know why. Im afraid… I just pretend to be the loving person i want to be.. and hope someday i will be.